My knitting continues on various projects which keeps my hands busy, but my mind tends to wander off onto musings..........
Things have been changing a little around the cottage - as with most places changes are always made here and there - here, Hubby has taken charge in the yard - removing the vegie patch, fixing up the chook yard and extending
Some lovely deliveries of yarn that arrived over the past couple of wks. |
As my daydreaming continues, thoughts of my long, long time dreams come into play ........ I wonder if there is the slightest chance of them coming to pass, as it becomes less likely as the years pass and as our ages go up - the finances always seem to be that bit short.......... It can be downright depressing at times! We recently thought we were going to be able to get a bush block of some acres - but with no house, sheds, fencing or power etc........ turns out we would not be able to afford it.
But now I find myself in that "where to now" world.......................... You know (or maybe you don't), but when the reality check says "forget it, you got not a hope of achieving that goal"........ so here I sit, pondering ............ looking, searching for a new goal ....... trouble is, I don't want a new one, I like the one I have/had ....... perhaps there is a possibility of changing its shape to fit into this lifetime ................ I'm sure with a bit of creativity there might be, just might be, that little ray of hope there...................... I'll let you know in a little bit, but in the meantime I might continue to pray that we find a few acres, preferably with an old house and sheds already there, for a price we can actually afford!
2 comments:
Sharmayne, that's a lot going on in your head & heart... I hope that something great does turn out for you!
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I think we all get to points we think what the hell are we doing...why are we doing this etc........but we have the cherish what we do have........not to say we can't have dreams......new directions/wishes........some dreams i will never achieve but others I will.....when I get down and worried about stuff and the glass is half empty instead of half full i wallow for awhile but then give myself a good talking too......there are always people worse off........I see enough of them in my work.......goodluck......and never give up dreaming.......
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